Thursday, December 18, 2008

I GIVING BIRTH MY BABY ON 17/12/2008




On the 16/12/2008, i was sleeping ard 7am i feel lik below is not well so i walk to toilet and i see got blood come out and i went back my room to tell my hubby as he was sleeping. He was blur blur and sae to mi wait awhile more see still got blood anot ? If got blood i send u to hospital. But i was feeling scare so i msg my sis and tell her, she reply to me and sae if mayb going to giv birth. or i acc u to see doctor? So i sae ok . We reached hospital and walk in the clinic and i register it the nurse ask mi hw many mth am i so i sae 8mth . He ask a lady push a wheel chair to mi and send mi to delivery suite to check that weather i going to give birth anot. So i reached the delivery suite the doctor check mi and sae u got a bit of blood coming and concration pain so i need to send u to labour ward to monitor you. As i was too scare i call mi sis to tell my hushand and call him to come down asap, So i wait in the room for doctor to check mi. The doctor sae mine open 2cm so i ask the doctor hw many is giving birth she sae 10cm. But i waited for 5.30om i dun feel any pain so the doctor need to check on mi for 1day and see weather im ok and let mi go home. So i stay in the ward and stay over night.. Ard 5am i feel that my stomach got abit not feeling well and few sec lata i feel that my below hav water driping out so i faster call a nurse to check on me. The nurse called another nurse to check on mi and sae that i going to give birth ady. So they faster send mi to labour ward to prepare for give birth,i faster call my husband and call him faster come to tghe hospital. As they bring mi to labour ward i started to feel pain at the below. Lie on the bed i keep thinking wat time my husband will reach? Untill 6am i called my husband he sae he coming nw at toilet shitting. I become veri scare and the pain is started to killing me all the way. The nurse call mi to smell the gas and sae it will relift he pain but was still the same. But suddenly i really feel that my below is pushing something out and the pain is gettng strong and strong.I full of swell all over my body and i tell the midwife i dunno y like pushing thing itself. The mid wife sae the hole is not too big dun push by urself and let it open itself. But i realli pain untill i dun care wat the wifemid sae juz push it. The midwife check on me and sae ohh it open 5cm ady so u no need to smell the gas so nw try to push it. So when the pain come i PUSH........ But i no more breath so i stop again and till my husband came in 8.05am and see mi was pushing hard. But veri funny is i no cry at all think is pain untill cannot cry or tear out! So the midwife keep telling me that the pain come u take a deep breath and push 3 time at once. But i onli can push 2 time den i stop it and try again. My doctor came and check on me and when my pain come again i push till i really no more strength till 9something the doctor sae i take too long time ady if not need to opearate. Another matter is she will use a thing to pull it out but i need to follow her push oso. The she take out the thing put in my below i heard a sound cut and she call mi push i juz follow, and doctor push my stomach and i really sae my baby head is out and i took a 2nd breath and push again the whole baby body all is out and i finally feel that i can relax myself. The midwife quickly carry the baby and show mi ask weather is boy or gal?But i was too blur ady i onli sae baby ball ball i sae sae boy and she quicky take and wash the baby clean. The doctor pull out my percenta and sewing my below and i feel pain again and keep shoutting again.Untill i too tired i sleep in the labour ward, my husband keep seeing the midmife warp nicely for my baby and asked mi waether i wan try breast feed but i sae i no strength nw so they carry it to feed with milk powder.As my husband need to do something he go away and i sleep for 3hr they send mi to ward room and my family member come to visit me and evening time too. I told my husband i not going to give birth anymore the pain i realli cant forget it.